Shifting out. Or in. Whatever. *roll eyes*

Oh duh. Shifting out. Sounds fun. Something that I've kinda longed for so I could be free at last.

Or so I've assumed.

But again, it's kind of unnerving to be shifting out from a place you've stayed for almost all of your life. A new surrounding, a new life. A new beginning shall I say?

Oh well. I'm not THAT far away from home anyway. It's like, just 20 minutes of driving WITHOUT the jam or 40 minutes of train hopping, whichever I prefer.

But still, I can't imagine myself doing all the housework. Not that there's a lot to be done anyway...nothing major....well...except cleaning the toilet....*HORRORS!!!!*

Oh gawd, I didn't even think of that. =_="

Oh damn. Whatever. I haven't even shifted in and I'm already worrying bout WASHING TOILETS. How do you say it in Japanese? Otearai ga abimasu~!? Gah sounds weird. So much for my 'cut and paste' Japanese. T_T

Till then....oh fark. I don't give a damn. GRrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.........

Stream of Memories.

Been contemplating to sell some of my figures for $$$ to finance my new 1/7 Takako Kinoshita Swimsuit Ver. by Kotobukiya. Ok not contemplating, but actually really near to selling them.

While packing them into their original boxes, stream of memories began flooding into my mind. I thought these few particular ones didn't hold much memories about myself and my past, but they did. They were the sole witnesses of a different phase of myself in the past, a part of me that I have long forgotten, and I've never realised that.

Figures....why do people collect them?

Some buy them just to make their living room look pretty, some just have too much $$$ they don't know where to dispose of, some collect them because they remind them of scenes from the anime/game which they like.

For me, it's abit different.

Of course, I buy them because I like them, because I'm some sort of a freak for anime. And perhaps in the past, some sort of way to meet up with someone I really like. ^_^

But bottomline is, they bring back memories of myself. They remind me of a part of myself that have changed over the course of time, a different phase of my life that I can never turn back to again no matter how much I want to.

They remind me of people from the past, persons who were dear to me, people who I have came to love, to hate.

People that are now gone from my side.

The figures have became vessels that capture that particular moment of myself and people who I've loved, scenes that I will never forget as long as I live.

Moments that I've wished could've last forever and forever.


But what's gone is gone, all left in me is only memories and pure memories, so near but yet so far, something that's in my grasp but also isn't at the same time.

Something so vague....and fragile.

....missing you.

Lalala~Lululu~~ ^_^

Okies...I know I've been really irregular in updating my blog nowadays, but what the hell. Cis. Although it's kinda fun putting up my personal life for public entertainment. Well I hope I DID amuse all those reading my blog in the past. But I'm kinda busy now after going into uni and everything, PLUS 2 REALLY nagging parents who makes lots of application much MUCH tougher than it should be.

I really miss those RO days last time nowadays. Sigh. T___T

I'm always wondering, when can all the four of us be free and get together for an outing again someday soon?

But I guess our time has past...and we just can't press the panic button and return back to the memorable past as much as we want to.

Bottomline is...

I DAMN FARKING MISS YOU ALL!!!!! WOOOHOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!! T______________T

*sobs*

I MISS YOU ALL!!!! MISS YOU ALL!!!!

I MISS YOU CY!!! KELVIN!!!! SOHCAI MATCH!!! YANYIU MERLIN!!!! KAWAII QQ!!!! CUTE CUTE KINSETO!!!!!! STONED!!!!!! JUSTIN!!!! FOXY GENE!!!!

T___________T

Oh man. I really miss you all. T___T

I love ya all. Muakz.

Hope to see all of ya sometime soon.

T_____T

Sorry. Haiz. T_T

Just got my stpm results. Everything's in a mess right now. T_T

It would really REALLY help if my results were better but.....SIGH.

My head is damn spinning now. PIF.

I see stars and moons... ARGHHHH!!!!! Can you just please stop bugging me bout all the stupid applications and where to go? And everytime everything is all...all just about MONEY!!!! $$$!!!! Nothing more but blabbers about $$$?!?!?!

Fuck. Damn Fuck.

I need to get out of this mess.

And sorry I couldn't update sooner. Sobs. T____T

End of Orientation. Woohoo!!!

Yeah. I'm back. After a week's break. =.=|||

In fact, I'm using my uni's pc to blog now...coz it's easier and its free....^^

Woohoo!!! Orientation's lotsa fun, mostly because I'm lucky to have superb group members and SUPER-FUN Orientation Officers, namely Stephen, Ding & Deva. They're all really cute and lots of laughs. I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!! ^_^

And oh, I'm glad to say that we won the first place after lotsa hardwork. A lot of other teams broke up etc etc, but all our members went through everything together with excellent teamwork. Top-notch. The most notable being our team leader, Dan who even followed us all the way on our strainous treasure hunt although he has asthma.

I would NEVER remember David in those ultra tight super big boobs of Maria Shut-it-up-lah~ from Russia!!!! You're super hot man!!!! *drools* Betcha you've got every guy in the auditorium craving for ya!!!

Before I forget, I'll take back my words about the yongsuiness. Coz at last I've saw quite a few of lengluis!! Woohoo!!!! But too bad most of the lengluis are not my batch....T_______T lengcais also....sobs.....T__T